My life as I know it.

To you, I may seem like the ordinary. But on the contrary, Im not. People often read me wrong, most of the time actually. You dont know me. But after this, you'll have an idea of what im all about.

My life as I know it right now, seems to be complicated. For many reason. But I never know how will I get through it. I simply play along. I take my own routes. Doing me has always been a hobby of mine. I live my life for one purpose, and one only.And that's to live my life with no regrets. And knowing I did everything in my power to make the people around me happy enough to enjoy my presence.

I could sit here and tell you that im not here for all the fancy things in life. But Im. not gonna waste my time. Because im most definitely here for them, as long as its getting them the right way. I've always been Held to a higher expectation. So I often take it upon myself to prove that Im going to succeed. Not letting anyone stand in my way or convince me that I wont.

I never turn a corner without hearing a, "Well I did this for you, so you owe me." Or a "remember that time I did this or that for you?" Life should be more than what people owe to you. Its about what you owe yourself. You, as I, are more than just something thats there. We are temples of the Earth. And we should treat ourselves how we want to be treated, I know the saying goes, treat others as you want to be treated. Like I said. Im different,  so look at it this way, if you treat yourself how you want to be treated, then you will be fine with whatever anybody else does to you. Because you have to please yourself in order to be pleased.

People often find themselves doing things that they know they shouldn't have done. Im guilty of it. Trust me, I am. What I can say about that, is if you have a brain, use it. Think about all the things you put at risk while you do it, whatever IT maybe. You risk your word to God first and foremost. You risk losing your dignity, and you most definitely lose the chances of getting another chance.WWJD comes to mind.

My life on the other hand is different. In my point of view anyway. I've had several opportunities to be straight screwed. But it seems to come back to what I've always believed in. And I believe God will be my only course maker. God has, always had my back. And has given me too many opportunities. I most certainly am thankful to have such a forgiving God. I know the only reason God has brought me this far in life without something major happening, is because He has a special plan for me. I've counted my blessings.

I have many things going on in my life. Just to get started, Im still finishing up high school. Im so close to that diploma I can taste it. People can make fun, but I honestly could careless. At least im taking that much initiative to do what I have to do in order to make something of my life. My father has been diagnosed with not only colon cancer, but liver cancer as well. Im on probation with so many things that could be at stake. And thats not even half of it.

If you aren't the one who does right, then who is? I know how easy it seems to do wrong, but its much easier when you do right. Its ok if you read this, and dont like it. Or if you just don't read it at all. Life is too short to hold grudges. Too long to make quick decisions. And just long enough to get your voice heard. The easiest thing God has given us, is the privilege to be who we are. I owe everything to him.

Live in prosper, live knowing that one day you're day will come. And when it does come at least you can say you did it. There is no feeling better than knowing you did something, and being proud of it.