The words 'Best Friend' become redefined.

This goes out to all of the people who have been there for me when I needed them the most. There are always gonna be people who come and go in lives. but to me, its the one who stick around that matter.

Now I don't consider myself an "popular" kid. just one of those kids who are real about shit,  like if you scratch your ass, and is someone were to ask me about it. hell yea Ima tell em you did that nasty shit. I don't lie. And no that's not a lie.  And for some reason people have always taken my "realness" as like im being an asshole. Well Im not intentionally being an asshole. Its just if there were more people like me int his world, I think it'd function alot better. But to me its whatever, I gotta small circle. Im not with different crews. Cause I pick and choose.

Now pople think im all cool and have like a million friends. I mean I have friends, but I dont talk to many poeple. A few of my best friends Are always on my mind. I think of em as if I was just with them. My little brother Jacob. Thats my main friend. I tell that kid everything. And idk what kinda life I would have with out that kid. I try to encourage him to make smart decisions. But everybody knows how little brothers can be. Another one of my best friends is Jerrius Buffer. That kid and I haven't always seen eye to eye, only cause I'ma bit taller than him. Haha. but That kid stuck by my side when no one was there to help me, we've been thru some shit. I know we'll be life long friends. I miss alot of my old friends, even the "friends" who never considered me as their friends. But they were mine. Like all the kids who went to Palmer High, Waxahachie High, Shawnee Mission, Kempner High And then Now Hendrickson High.

WE may not have even been "friends" but ima a very nice person. Always willing to listen, and give advice.
and if you were to get to know me, you would know.

And this Post will take a life time to finish.

My World.

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AT6iUz0rCuE

Hello yeah,
Lil homie in the room, in, in the room boy, on the moon
No one to hang out with, talk that shit to
Just my little homies one year younger they aint get where I was goin
Took a turn to the worst when my father left me lonely
Lonely in my room I, I mean me up on the moon
Entertain myself laughed at myself
As I grew to be a teen, I disguised myself
Had the lowest self esteem especially with the girls
Tried every sport just to impress all the girls
Instead of all the ladies cause they talk down
I was too artsy known to be a clown
Now my facebook poppin cause I told the same girls I would be the hot shit one day

This will be my world
I told you so.

Big homie made the move, made, made the move
Flew off the moon
No one to hang out with talk that shit to, just my Brooklyn niggas
All I would wonder is when will my time come
Had mad jobs and I lost them all of them
Thinkin bout my bosses yup, I hated all of them
Studio at night had me hustlin most of them
Nigga I was late damn near every day
But Imma be on time when the stars align
When my soul was happy on my ramen diet
Followed by a loosie was the meal of grinders
If you knowin the truth all you think about is that thing
Always be a hater tryna shoot down any dream
Until you meet a kid like k dot
Niggas thought I was crazy my momma know I stay hot
We getting money, mom

This will be my world
I told you so

I was heavy, heavy, heavy on my grizzle
And none of yall had a clue about me
And none of yall had a clue about me
And none of yall really knew about me
I was heavy, heavy, heavy on my grizzle
And none of yall really cared about me
And none of yall really cared about me

Now guess what, Im all you see, Im all you see

My life as I know it.

To you, I may seem like the ordinary. But on the contrary, Im not. People often read me wrong, most of the time actually. You dont know me. But after this, you'll have an idea of what im all about.

My life as I know it right now, seems to be complicated. For many reason. But I never know how will I get through it. I simply play along. I take my own routes. Doing me has always been a hobby of mine. I live my life for one purpose, and one only.And that's to live my life with no regrets. And knowing I did everything in my power to make the people around me happy enough to enjoy my presence.

I could sit here and tell you that im not here for all the fancy things in life. But Im. not gonna waste my time. Because im most definitely here for them, as long as its getting them the right way. I've always been Held to a higher expectation. So I often take it upon myself to prove that Im going to succeed. Not letting anyone stand in my way or convince me that I wont.

I never turn a corner without hearing a, "Well I did this for you, so you owe me." Or a "remember that time I did this or that for you?" Life should be more than what people owe to you. Its about what you owe yourself. You, as I, are more than just something thats there. We are temples of the Earth. And we should treat ourselves how we want to be treated, I know the saying goes, treat others as you want to be treated. Like I said. Im different,  so look at it this way, if you treat yourself how you want to be treated, then you will be fine with whatever anybody else does to you. Because you have to please yourself in order to be pleased.

People often find themselves doing things that they know they shouldn't have done. Im guilty of it. Trust me, I am. What I can say about that, is if you have a brain, use it. Think about all the things you put at risk while you do it, whatever IT maybe. You risk your word to God first and foremost. You risk losing your dignity, and you most definitely lose the chances of getting another chance.WWJD comes to mind.

My life on the other hand is different. In my point of view anyway. I've had several opportunities to be straight screwed. But it seems to come back to what I've always believed in. And I believe God will be my only course maker. God has, always had my back. And has given me too many opportunities. I most certainly am thankful to have such a forgiving God. I know the only reason God has brought me this far in life without something major happening, is because He has a special plan for me. I've counted my blessings.

I have many things going on in my life. Just to get started, Im still finishing up high school. Im so close to that diploma I can taste it. People can make fun, but I honestly could careless. At least im taking that much initiative to do what I have to do in order to make something of my life. My father has been diagnosed with not only colon cancer, but liver cancer as well. Im on probation with so many things that could be at stake. And thats not even half of it.

If you aren't the one who does right, then who is? I know how easy it seems to do wrong, but its much easier when you do right. Its ok if you read this, and dont like it. Or if you just don't read it at all. Life is too short to hold grudges. Too long to make quick decisions. And just long enough to get your voice heard. The easiest thing God has given us, is the privilege to be who we are. I owe everything to him.

Live in prosper, live knowing that one day you're day will come. And when it does come at least you can say you did it. There is no feeling better than knowing you did something, and being proud of it.